Thursday, April 14, 2022

Dear My Past Self Part III

Hello my self from 2020, being single turned out to be quite amazing now, huh? 👋  You are now 26 and get additional titles for being a wife and a mother, you have so many responsibilities, burdens, emotional situations, yes a lot of drama but have lots of love all the time from your little pumpkin, you never realize that "this moment" would be emotionally roller-coaster ride that drastically change your life 1000 percent. Hi 25 me, why don't you take a lot of "me time" and explore things you haven't done, get dressed differently or meet people you haven't met, I know pandemic strikes your emotion pretty bad, but marriage is another level buddy. One thing I need to tell you, being a mother is extremely wonderful, lovely, but exhausted, so why do not you take a well rest while you can?  Get A LOT OF SLEEP and a lot of me time and a lot of self care because you will definitely needed and of course prepare your self and your heart for the unexpected drama :p I miss you 25 me, I love you so much, everything that you have is wonderful already, why you care so much for what people have? why you always get sentiment about other people life honey? your life has already amazing, you just need to give it colour, because now you are stuck in your routine and only has plenty time for your own self, I really really have unstable emotion right now. I know it is too late to regret, but I have to say now, there's one thing you never regret now is having your little son in your arm after 9 months of pregnancy, you should be proud of your self. Now in 26 perhaps you are not a perfect mother but you are strong enough to face the world. Good bye my 25, YOU WILL BE MISSED, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, YOU ARE WORTH IT AND BEAUTIFUL.

Yours sincerely,

Yourself at 2022