Hi visitors, how's life going?good or bad?or just so so?
It's pretty bad for me because mine is pretty chaos. I have a lot of assignments to do and final examination for this semester is waiting for me in front of my door haha. Okay.. well, it's not a good sign, right? So, I'm in a rush to study hard for my exams tomorrow. But before I come back to my reality, I want to write my story. Not a story exactly, more like an experience.
Today, I have a final examination, it is about data communications. I have studied hard so far, really hard. Until I had to wake up last night because I was overthinking about today's examination. I have repeated it for 3 times! A whole lessons, can you imagine that? But when I was sitting in the chair, and looked up the paper, I was shocked, the whole memories of the lesson was gone... missing. dissapear. It took maybe 5 minutes for me to brought the memories back and then I started to write what I remembered. I have done my essay in 30-45 minutes, I looked up the multichoices part, I choosed one by one until 4 numbers left. But wait.. I remembered what my lecturer said to me, 1 number wrong it means you got minus 1. And then I started to think again all of my answers. In the end, I decided to let 1 number empty and answer the remaining numbers with my magic feeling. And the result was... the 3 numbers is wrong, totally wrong. And one left empty number, the answer is like what I have been expected before. If.. I trust my self more, I will put a right answer in my paper, and I feel pretty terrible about it. I know I'm a little bit perfectionist, but for me every little thing is counted and it sucks to knowing that. The lesson I take from that is: I need to trust my self more, don't doubt about anything you think you're right. So.. yeah. That's still terrible for me.
It's pretty bad for me because mine is pretty chaos. I have a lot of assignments to do and final examination for this semester is waiting for me in front of my door haha. Okay.. well, it's not a good sign, right? So, I'm in a rush to study hard for my exams tomorrow. But before I come back to my reality, I want to write my story. Not a story exactly, more like an experience.
Today, I have a final examination, it is about data communications. I have studied hard so far, really hard. Until I had to wake up last night because I was overthinking about today's examination. I have repeated it for 3 times! A whole lessons, can you imagine that? But when I was sitting in the chair, and looked up the paper, I was shocked, the whole memories of the lesson was gone... missing. dissapear. It took maybe 5 minutes for me to brought the memories back and then I started to write what I remembered. I have done my essay in 30-45 minutes, I looked up the multichoices part, I choosed one by one until 4 numbers left. But wait.. I remembered what my lecturer said to me, 1 number wrong it means you got minus 1. And then I started to think again all of my answers. In the end, I decided to let 1 number empty and answer the remaining numbers with my magic feeling. And the result was... the 3 numbers is wrong, totally wrong. And one left empty number, the answer is like what I have been expected before. If.. I trust my self more, I will put a right answer in my paper, and I feel pretty terrible about it. I know I'm a little bit perfectionist, but for me every little thing is counted and it sucks to knowing that. The lesson I take from that is: I need to trust my self more, don't doubt about anything you think you're right. So.. yeah. That's still terrible for me.
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